i just got home. caught how to deal at lido and the show was great! so cynical but so romantic. trent fort is darn cute i tell ya. the fringe the smile the lips the dressing the body the everything haha. oogles-
okay i sound really perverted HAHA. but it's true man! he's damn cute lahh. anyways when we were searching for our seats in the theatre i saw this person from far and i thought it was jl but my vision was kinda blur so i stared hard at the person and see if the person smiles back and surprisingly, SHE DID. haha but when the person walked closer, it was carol. my eyes playing tricks on me again :/ she was with this i don't know who. but whoahs that was kinda fast i say.
we went shopping after the movie. saw this top at bodynits that i REALLY like but on second thought, the color's like mangolish. reminds me of the marigold duo yi ge duo yi ge zai duo yi ge! duo yi ge duo yi ge zai duo yi ge! (mango pudding lahh) yummay. looks too delicious anyway. so i shant buy.
* anyways my wish came true just now (: kinda! happy happy (: but ohwells. ive grown up enough to know that good things don't last. sighh. i hope that the bad things that i conjured in my wild imaginations would never everrr happen.
i just wanna hold on to now and make it last fer as long as possible 'cause you make me wanna fly~
evil chow and jiam tricked me! i thought i lost my earpiece and they actually bluffed me say that they saw me left it at the lido table! so evil! poor me okay. i was so so SO sad until they finally took it out and return me. ROARRRRRRS- luckily i didn't lose it if not i gotta buy a new one and my mum will scold like hell.
HAHA on the way home me and jiam were like discussing what movies ta watch next week and she said jay's logic fer wanting to watch wrong turn instead of house of a hundred ghosts was because "house of a hundred ghosts has 100 ghosts inside but wrong turn only has one. i peng!
jay fool >> you better buy me some souvenirS from thailand or im gonna eat up your $12.90.
@ 2:06:00 PM
my back hurts. think i sprained it just now. groans. oh no please don't tell me im coming apart. horrified-
anyways going down town later ta meet clara jiam cind fer movie. SIGHS. im missing some shit like mad. but i think whatever i wish fer aint gonna come true today.. well, i'll waitttt.
meanwhile i gotta cram hist OH MAN! both rajoo and jeanyeow tests are on tuesday. what the hell right. killer.
out.
Friday, August 01, 2003 @ 10:32:00 PM
if i told you how i feel about you would you say the same and if i wrote it in a letter would you keep it or throw it away would you run if i told you i loved you would you run if i asked you to stay would you cry if i said i missed you i need you that's all that i can say i never thought i'd feel the way im feeling lately when everything you seem to do just drives me crazy every waking day you take my breath away with everthing you say you take my breath away
this is like kinda composed by jiam and me. i love it x)
anyways my mom bought a 7210 today. like finallyyy man. but hafta wait till 12 than can use cos gotta charge for a full EIGHT hours. imma impatient! cant wait ta get my hands on it (:
@ 4:58:00 PM
somebody tell me what the hell am i doing arghh i feel so messed up no frigging idea what i want pulls hair- i guess im just damn damn fickle, in all aspects.
*BUTTERFLIES IN MA STOMACH* i feel so sick. my left leg's been giving me probs and i think i've a swollen oesophagus like AGAIN. damn it. why does it happen all the time?! luckily bc sent me home and now i feel so so bad :/
anyways we had a lil class conflict today. the politics are getting quite outta hand. there was a HEATED argument in class over some really pointless things. like class outings. gosh. i don't see what's the big deal. it's like getting on my nerves how the guys in our class are getting ultra sensitive over very minor issues until it's HUH? what's the big prob here man. those shallow ooh-shes-a-girl and aye-i-like-her mentalities are just sucha total waste of time to pay attention to. put away your attitude man. nobody here is going to give a damn.
YOU. no backbone.
talking bout shallownesss. remembered i used to dislike jacqie. heard alotta bad things bout her and so my impression of her was like just damn bad. but like after i knew bout she and her MJ i am like woah. totally salute that woman. some incredible feat i must say. totally swiped out. and that's the kinda girl with depth.
Thursday, July 31, 2003 @ 11:59:00 PM
im so deaddddd.
i've jean yeow presentation TOMORROW!! and i haven't prepare.
i've rajoo file checking TOMORROW also. i haven prepare that either.
im so deadddddddddddd.
i can hardly stay awake today. what the heck's gotten into me! sigh i better go sleep now. needa perk up a l'il for the studying session with bc tom.
i wonder if i can make it.. -yunx is damn damn drained-
Wednesday, July 30, 2003 @ 11:32:00 PM
heys hockey traing was ultimate slack today. danker wasn't here so nathan asked us to run 4 laps. we happily walked until he caught us so we ran one round to pacify him alil. traing started at 3 and end at 4. when cand gotta go off fer detention we all followed her. HAHA. nathan was actually rather amused(?) that we ALL had detention but he didn't probed much. so yayyy off we go (:
jiam and kaix were stil at the audi having badminton training so we gotta wait fer them. me cind accompanied cand while she did her detention. so nice of us right (: we studied in e canteen, oh. or should i say when xueting came over we had a major bitching session (: how badddd haha. but there's really too much to spill bout jy and miss smith, both ATROCIOUSLY biased teachers. sigh if jean yeow ever stumbles upon this i swear she's gonna make my life a living hell..
what a surprise when adele appeared outta nowhere in e canteen! hmmmm i must say that that woman's hair is alright lahh. not very short what! anyways we all went scotts fer dinner. me jiam cind chow del. gotta persuade and persuade jiam ta go cos she has like SIX hist tutorials to complete by tom morning. POOR THANG! but its so rare that we all getta go spend some quality time together out rather than in school so i promised to help her do TWO of her tutorials!
we really pigged ourselves out man. when me and del went ta collect our yummilicious chocobanana pizza, we hid deep inside pastamania and gobbled down the whole thingy so that cind jiam and clara cannot kope our food! MUAHA! so evil =p
and and and poor clara found TWO strands of disgusting look-like-PUBIC-HAIR strands in her rice cake!! MAJOR EWWWWWW!!
@ 12:24:00 PM
im having break now and i've like nothing ta do so here i am blogging away.
yayyyy jeanyeow not in sch today :):):):) so i feel kinda let outta the cage :) project work shall be a breeze later :) and i'll be let off early on a wednesday FOR ONCE :) NOTE MY PUNCTUATION :) kinda looking forward ta hockey later cos danker's not coming today so that means we can slack :)
just now in math lect the three guys sitting infronta me all have moles on their necks. hahaha. which reminds me of what kang said about only goodlooking people have molies on their necks. but errrrr, the three of them don't look like they fit the bill =p espcially the one on the left MUAHA he looks like a mouse and his mole is the BIGGEST ! so anyways jerome was up to some mischief again. he went to flick rubber dust on the mouse(first guy)'s back. LOL! the poor chap doesn't even know it. he cannot feel anything! hahaa
@ 6:27:00 AM
how i wish every morning when i wake up, this feeling would just go go go away and leave me alone.
off ta school.
Tuesday, July 29, 2003 @ 9:24:00 PM
argh! i think i screwed up the template pretty bad. this is so irritatg. i cant seem to make the thing properly. argh.
kaekaes. today isnt exactly the best day of my life, as you probably can tell. first i hadta go sch really early so that i'll have enough time to coax people into donating money to poor me before the first lesson. WHY?? cos JEAN YEOW says she aint accepting any donation card that has less than 25 bucks of donation. ok fine. i DON'T WANT to ask my dad for money OK. poor daddy of mine slogged so hard already and i still exploit him?! over my dead body. shizzo. so i gotta be a beggar and go around begging people to donate to my card even though EVERYONE ELSE has their own card.. sulksbigtime- those preys of mine.. sorry peeps! aint my fault =/
after hist lect jiam and me went toilet ta kill abit of math lect time and she showed me her msg convo with shuwen last night. haaah way to go jiam! go know her! go go! yall are rather shou already ah.. (but then your KIDSLOVEJAYJAY how?!) arhh heck lah hahas. i support youu (: hmmm i continued scrolling down jiam’s phone and like saw a msg. sigh. i missss :( dearie jiamie you know what i mean right.. feels like so long already. why why why why why
but hey im real glad that i kinda inspired nic and alex to start doing math today. like woah i felt so full of zest to do math and do math and do math suddenly. alas a miracle's happening.
HEY if im starting to don't mind math so much than all of YOU should just stop whining and start working. like shut the hell up lahh. no use complaining okay. it's already too late so you don't have much of a choice geddit?? teachers are fringing desperate to help our class kay. oh but those remedies they came up with, hurhur. parrot chai wanna take up TWO of our breaks fer math make-up tutorials. my breakkks! seriously this is sucha bad idea. though chai's a nice teacher but ohwells, we all know how effective his lessons are alright. growllls-
enuffa bitchgg.
S H O U T O U T cindy chua candice chan !! (wow aliteration) >> we going fer training tom??? heh. we promised ta go down i know. but when did we not? a zillion times already ok. junz called me just now, said lets go back stnicks to study tom. hmmmmmmmmm this is mighty tempting!!! hockey or stnick?? HAHA. WOOOHOOO the food! i choose lah. i wanna go back stnicks ta eat fried food! okok? drooools-
@ 12:37:00 AM
what a day man. woke up this morn with a SMILE (: sucha vivid dream. almost real.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight 'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you Know I'm there (Am I there) If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far All I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day and the courage to say How much I love you
nice song. cant wait to go sleep now. just finished typing cind's lit essay for her. you better be nice to me uh. UH! have no idea what im typing though. cos im so tired!! ran 2.4 just now fer pe. i almost dieded. and shortly after i managed to drag myself back to class, cind came and wrestled with me oh what the! did that really happen man.. and she tried to shove me into the big dustbin!! gosh! thanks ah.
anyways after that me cind melv went jiam's house and i did like three wholesome hours of math. arent ya prouda me (: jiam and melv taught me a lil, thankyoothankyoo. but the biggest motivation was the food!! HEHHEH i LOVE eating at jiam's place!!!!!!! whee (:
kays im gonna hit the bed already. tom need lotsa energy cos got projectwork block period. SNORES- i sure hope they let us off after that lahh ........
Monday, July 28, 2003 @ 12:38:00 AM
sighs im finally quite done with the blog. thanks alot melv and jun! mighty big hugs- melvyn yeo you lazy PIG!! help me make the tagboard thingy tom ok?! or i will buggg you.
goodness me. it's already past 12 and i haven't even started copying my math yet. argh. nevermind i shall do it tom. or maybe i should just do them myself? nah nah.. ponders- anyways i don't think im gonna do anything tonight cos i wanna sleep already!!
haha im like msgin adele now and adele pillai!! you better stop winking and raising your eyebrows or i'll flatten your fat nose the next time i see you okay! seriously man. eh but i wanna see your hair idiot shit! how short is it? /me imagines adele's horrendous hair. hurr.
nights world.
Sunday, July 27, 2003 @ 7:07:00 PM
yox this is my first entry ever.. not sure if it's gonna b posted successfully. but anyhows, yesterday we had ptm. and jeanyeow MADE me promise that i'll never go out with cindy EVER.. im like HELLO? im so sorry baby punk! that woman said if she sees me out with you she'll personally DRIVE ME HOME immediately?!?! she's crazyyy already. but hey we'll see what we can do kay? that's NEVER gonna affect our frenship alright.. love ya always. she can't stop me from seeing my friends!! i mean if we go to places like tiong bahru shoppin centre ($%^%#$) as if she can ever find us. oh mie god look what she has done to me! there goes my social life until promos.. meanwhile i gotta work triply hard to pass math really wanna pass grrrrrr.. we all work hard together yeah? i want all of us to pass kays.. sigh. jiam! work hard! then we all can stay tog..
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
