met meows after tut.
basically i was in a tres good mood cos nicholas was being the greatest darling of the century.
and after a week plus of not realising the reality of things - and yeah i CANNOT be so qin cai fer goodness' sake, meow ong ong is leaving.
dinner at j8 crystal jade where the woman only wanta give meow ice water & say she'll give me later can lidat one meh, it's crystal jade eh.
then ate ice cream, then ate meow's ice cream.
then popped some mrs field brownie bites.
then did some pri 5 maths tt i can solve and meow cant solve :))))))
>>
the ratio of peter and paul's age is 1:3. after 9 years, the ratio of their ages is 1:2. so how old are they now?
fer cheap thrills, ans: 9 and 27.
dare not count down till the day she's gone.
met grrrs at esplanade fer a drink.
just kinda sickened, drained and fed up with the mundane life im leading ever so aimlessly
and the casual thought of aye, i wna drink -sprung a sudden call which "no im ok im just worried abt u" to my wad happened ta u how come u suddenly wna drink also?
as sweet as that, who would have thought aye,
let's just say that it was a terrible terrible night.
first thing first,
wad time are we going hme, 1130? --no too early, 12.
"is yer dad fetching us home later?"
is anything wrong so far,
no seriously.
is anything wrong so far..
cos immediately aft i said tt,
it's not lala-nagging or fangs-whining tt ive got,
not junz firing questions ta mk me feel bad,
nor meows' damn serious so-when-do-u-intend-to-save-up
but
"you are damn rude."
and if i do presume tt ive no right ta be mad at that cos it is my fault
then while waiting ta go toilet i said, "the toilet was empty just now can go in"
she went, "it's cannot be one lors dont come & tell me just now e toilet is empty then now suddenly got one million girls inside lar ok"
h e l l o and why in the world would i need ta lie abt the toilet being empty.
can i be mad?
went mandarin's toilet and was sitting on e dressing table waiting
i received, "oh please lor can u dont sit there u look like a prostitute"
if it's other people id have slapped.
but which other person sees me saying nevermind to that.
u reckon im controlling?
jesus yes.
infuriating.
now god knows why i lied ta my dad my mom my sis
and made junz lie fer me
ta get a bunch of insults, scoldings & sarcasm,
spilled drinks, foul moods, 6 mosquito bites,
& a long pathetic journey hme which i felt lk crying but dint of course.
and so i do not care even if so and so reads this & figures out who what where when which.
and this is how the friendship ends too childish.
and we shall see.
and and and there shoud be no more and.
and in a terrible night like this i wasn't sad fer long,
fer there is my dad,
who walked 3 busstops at 12 am ta pick me up from the mac's busstop
and dint scold me,
and wanted ta bring me go eat supper
and made milo fer me when we reached hme cos i was freezing my butt off in e bus.
and THIS is why there should be no more and.
toodles. :)
love my daddy lots.
love my fam lots.
and yeah there's absolutely no need ta go drinking when
all u have ta do when u're upset or tired,
is just go home and feel equally happy sitting on the sofa watching tv sucking horlicks,
answering calls from my mommy asking wad i want fer dinner
and from daddy sounding happy that im already home.
and playing with xiao tu tu and even getting all irritated from yiwen,
it's still home. :)
newsroom later :)
them girlies all going
and we'll be stayg over at cel's tonight. :)
hope it'll rock way better than yesterday.
yay my mom's hme already! :)
Thursday, April 01, 2004 @ 11:40:00 PM
hahahas met fangs again aft yishun tut
fer dinner at north point.
i left 12 bucks ta last till saturday
so fangs say i can only spend 4 bucks per day which is totally ha. ha.
needless to say, im tres broke now.
:|
went yan's hse aft 612 tut ta watch my 9 o'clock show!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i LOVE gu tian tian. :)
lots lots lots.
more than anything else.
more than - hmmm.
cris was at yan's hse also & the 2 of them made soo much noise while i was watchg the show lars.
hahahas.
and i went hme in yan's damn ugly clipie :) cris!
Wednesday, March 31, 2004 @ 10:26:00 PM
met fangs aft tuts fer dinner at ps.
then headed ta park mall fer the whatever facial again.
:|
nu skin's the slaughter house & we're the bloody pigs.
basically it's just,
you need this (throws inside basket)
you need this too (throws inside basket)
and you also need this and this and this (throws all inside basket)
&$^#$&*&*%&^ tmd!
Sunday, March 28, 2004 @ 11:56:00 PM
met kangs jusnow at central mos fer dinner.
dinner's lk bull cos everytime we meet we both ate dinner already?
or lk she ate already, or i ate already..
so mebe supper? double fudge & milk tea can be called supper right.
u noe sometimes friends really have telepathies,
kang was lk oh shit if only i have a pen i need ta draw u so many things
then i open my mouth at her.
oh man, was taking my wallet and phones fr my table before i left e hse then i saw my pink pen and stoned there.
stared at it fer very long, lk 10 secs?
had a funny feeling we'd need a pen later fer lk wth -- dinner?
yah..
then she, "oh then just now i have this funny feeling so i just turned around and eh ur coming in."
...
how queer is that,
it's lk many times some song is stuck in my head then suddenly fangs just start humming it..
or me junz cind lala or yanz & kaix just everybody suddenly say e same thing tog.
hmmmmmm.
i love it, actually.
kang's daddy fetched us home.
ok he was readg newspaper so he dint see us walking towards his car,
then i was lk standing at e left rear, kang went ta e front and stood beside his door, but he still dint see.
he turned around & saw me so it's lk i-look-at-him he-look-at-me then he gave a weird look and turned back to his newspaper then he suddenly saw kang beside his door and JUMPED.
i mean J.U.M.P i saw e jump.
hahahahahahahahahahahahas.
was HOW funny lars!
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (: