pretty drained.
met fangs yans & lina late at taka
was at ms selfridge then the salesgirls started laughing cos they found a flimsy, brown, lacey bra in the changing room!
some woman tried on a few tubes, and left her bra there..
this kinda thing also can forget!!!!!!!
went mandarin ta peek at those sec fours.
then went up ta mar's mj room.
was supposed ta walk mar's dogs but ended up feedg cindy's newfound baby kitten!!! baby kitten though kitten's already baby but baby kitten meaning the kitten is smaller than a kitten lars. HAAAAHS! wad am i talking abt.
towned, went esplanade, and talked.
talked about many things worth pondering instead of mindless talks.
sweet company.
come to think about it,
everybody's a wannabe.
if you wanna be popular,
you say hi to every single person you know with a bloody warm smile as if ya are fringing close.
if you wanna be a playboy,
you purposefully try to make friends with girls you deem pretty, with occassional misassociations with the average ones but of course, that wouldn't hurt in that long long list of females. right? right.
if you wanna look good in front of peers,
ya invite some really hot chicks fer clubbing dates using the lure of free treats fer the few, aND their complementary company as if they are yer own.
if ya wanna be the centre of all gossips,
ya go make out with the hottest person in school under some cheapo circumstances and then act guilty about it meanwhile praying hard that something actually happens out of it.
if ya wanna be cool,
ya..........shites. cant put it properly, it's just the way the person acts? abit pretentious.
if ya wanna be a victim,
ya lie in bed & listen to those sappy songs, with the lyrics memorised, they're in yer notebooks, doodled all over schoolwork, on the blog AND STUCK IN THE BRAIN. ya call the person who got u hurt so badly and talks in a jittery voice when u can be louder. crying is excluded i mean, WHO CRIES PURPOSELY RIGHT. but then again, there ARE people who does that. gosh..
if ya wanna be pretty,
ya try ta possess similar traits. ya proclaim that you like pink or purple but seriously LIKE then say like lars, if dont like den dont like lars! dont just all pretty girls dress e same way (not style), buy clothes from the same few shops\\brands, have the same hobbies and even the fetish fer the same girly stuffs.
EVEN if you act like you dont really care how you look
that's because you dont really care and you want people to think of you that way.
there, i forced my point across =)
everybody's guilty isn't it, darn bad right. bad bad bad bad bad.
Thursday, November 27, 2003 @ 11:48:00 AM
wads up with waking up early nowadays
im a good girl!
kaix's is coming over now
jus downed two doughnuts but who cares,
big mac here i come....................
going town again- laters ta meet fangs & yannie
aye, i need more clothes lers.
sheeeesh~
stnicks grad day today at i cant rem where.
fangs & yan wanna go~
junz'll be there n cindy wanna go & kope food.
THEN I DO WHAT?!
zou lers~
Wednesday, November 26, 2003 @ 12:27:00 PM
bliss in ignorance
on the maths supps >>
had grt help from jiams kaix chris cel junz & lala jus ta name a few..
guardian angels as usual~ jiams was even funny at 2 in the morning!
-muacks muacks muacks all over e screen-
eeeeeeersk~
peeeperrrrr, the paper was
smooth.
--the questions are hard. (i find it hard wads new)
--kang's calculator DIED ON MEEEEE.
--and the roof in the audi extension was DRIPPING WATER!
hell.
this girl was sittg behind me..i cant rem who.
she suddenly sneezed n i felt droplets on me~
=/ thought it was WAD okaes
but then, she stopped sneezing but the droplets dint stop fallg?
sheeeesh, was the roof.
anyhows...the paper's over lars.
im off ta town..
little clique's out ta play..
mel >> whey heys! yups im freeeee lers. anytime anydae ya want. see ya soon i missed ya a whole damn lot.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 @ 7:31:00 AM
yunx is up at seven in e morning
to do mathhhhhh lars.
is it that hard ta climb outta e warmth of e bedsheets..
DUHHHH!
one last dae before my fate is sealed,
i cant feel anythg much more den thuggiin sadness tt is not enough fer tears.
screw it~
today & tomorrow might well be the vlast time i gotta practise tt dreadful syllabus.
im positive.
and THAT was most prob e last time im grinding through those tattered hist notes anyway.
positive, too.
*if God might just grant an undeserving person her wish,
i wish fer a world where everyone's in bliss,
and im in it.
Sunday, November 23, 2003 @ 6:01:00 PM
people prefer lies
heard another empty promise todae.
funny how it can come out just like that, convincingly.
..yeah rightt.
il buy this, some other time maybe.
haix alrights, im done.
no use harping on one thing fer more than a day.
@ 1:31:00 AM
i woke up at 9 todae
did yall hear me i woke up at NINE.
accompanied my lil'sister back ta sch ta collect her psle results since both our parents are working awayy, i shall play parent. right. its really quite darn bad but she doesnt seem at all affected no matter how many times i asked her so..leave it lers!
sat there among the chattering aunties n i saw chen laoshi from far.
~~~was really reminiscing the seconds away when i met veron there.
she wanted ta go find Usha (my, i cant even spell that name now how sad.) but she wasnt in school.
funny how things are when we just sat dwn in the canteen n talked lk e good ol'days minus the many shits tt happened while in stnicks, that is, fer her & me.
met lala & yanx ta go find the working cel then headed off ta junz's mars (WHAT a name ta call yer own house).
reached JUST in time fer >>dinner.
x)sumptuous spread, its curry all over, plus fried carrotcake in STRIPS. -wipes mouth-
anyways it's e last episode fer my lawyer show
but i forgo e last quarter fer a nice cosy chat wif the girls in junz's new room.
all these, with e lovely company of my lil'sister whom i decided ta bring along fer fun! ahahs.
fangs >> thurs hikes hikes! but monday, i dunthk so? il be burying myself in math guess wad. =/ and 27th might not be going too..mel & pp's not going noe! then no zu jues lers!
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
“What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?” (Mark 8:36) (Read by Max McLean. Provided by The Listener's Audio Bible.)
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
