back fr a sumptuous meal at senses.
menu: Dumplings
BBQ Baby Back Ribs
Thai Otah Salad
Fusion Gong Bao Boneless Chicken
Sweet & Sour Cream Dory
Laksa Spaghetti
BBQ Sambal Salmon
Lamp Cutlet
do come and dine..x)
went dwn hothse ta collect a stupid mailbox.
came back amk ta meet kaix..
came my hse. yans came half an hr later
n now my room can go join e doghouse fer auction.
rush dwn esplanade ta meet junz at senses.
ATE.
woohoo~im a busy woman.
HA.
yox tom gg chij oln. NEVER hear before its our lady of NATIVITY..hmm.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004 @ 11:59:00 PM
met fangs damn early in da morn ta go fer this telemarketg interview at clara's office.
gosh, boring job + stressful interview + the cannot wear jeans rule :/
lunch at sakae. was feelg so buffetty but buffet doesn start til 3?! bloody hell.
ate ate ate, then rushed hme cos i left my phonie at hme~
met junz & cind baby at anna sui.. crazeh company :)
then me & junz headed dwn ta senses fer our first day tog. :)))))))))))))
how relaxing mans fer once, city link doesn seem tt long n neverendg. :))))
life at senses has sure turned brighter,
first time lola put me & junz tog. lk finally n triple YAY.
BUT she & ronnie stayed til 11 ta keep an eye on us lars!
junz dun believe tt everytm i work confirm have at least 3 tables or so? cos when she work, most of e time nobody comes HAHAS. not tt 3 tables is damn big deal cos 3 in 4 hours' shift is capital b-o-ring. ytd we had at least 10 odd tables of customers lars damn happy. muz b cos of e golden cat plus us! as in M.U.S.T be. :)
wrkg at senses had been damn boring mans
i dreaddddddddd gog dwn in e eveng fer shifts cos its mighty lonely n damnit mans i must be the poorest soul on earth tt kinda feelg. dread dread dread. only comfort is seeing junz's letters in e locker. other den tt, i DONT FEEL AS THOUGH WE WORK AT E SAME PLACE?! yeah. gosh lola finally put us tog damn happy lars can.
n its qt funny seeing junz talk ta e cooks & all cos all along, i cant really picture them talkg heh. dum dee dum i love junz!
Tuesday, January 27, 2004 @ 11:59:00 PM
its so hard ta do wad u have to
but there aint no choice whether u like it or not.
swt swt swt swt bitterness~
i dont like it one bit
there aint no choice wth?
its qt fckg retarded
n im the retard.
its lk getg stuck in a web.
try not to move so it'll be less painful
but ultimately u wont be freed until the whole thing breaks apart.
n the fall hurts quite bad.
trapped
Monday, January 26, 2004 @ 10:41:00 PM
met lala cels yup fer awhile at cj den go town ta meet fangs yan fer movie.
cant rem e exact title its e cookg show. xD oohers~magic kitchen :)
cousins came over n spent hours fixing e stupid comp, nw its on roll again! x)
Sunday, January 25, 2004 @ 3:40:00 PM
casual meetup in town ta buy thgs.
~:ok close cab. ure not so nice ta tok to anymore. me: maybe.
~:wad do u call tt. me: drifting.
~:is tt the word me: yah.
~:...if one day im in deep trouble lk dying tt kind wil u come dwn n help me not! ..mouth shot out duh damn loudly but mind is thkg.
i nv thought of tt?!
qt reluctant ta go all e way ta town in e spoiler weather bt i did in e end cos dere's no reason not to?
more or less tt.
plus a whole chain of updates im waitg ta hear, thru e illustration of scribblings+drawings n NAME LIST even.
qt reluctant cos..mebe its jus ta go town n buy thgs
n ders no one else ta offer tt kinda company?
so ask me, n she noes il go dwn if im free.
feel taken fer granted - all along.
e long waits, e severe lateness habit, nonchalant attitude, and the as n when contacts..puts me off ta anyhow mode. dint it jus become a very qin cai thg.
dunve ta care too much or b too particular abt rights n wrongs, or meetg expectations..i mean who cares right?
tts wad i thought..isn't it true..?
til listeng becomes a halfhearted duty, til she realizes it before i do, til she asked sucha funny qn. got me.
come ta thk abt it. yah..my fault. dint thk tt it matters.
so nw it does and i meant wad i said--i will go down.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
