met yanz!!
its supposed ta be a me-yanz-kaix day but kaix gta go out with hmms.
nvm!
me yanz got so excited over the thought of sakae buffet :)
but cow brain, saturdays dunve buffet!
lols. went all ard town scavenging fer buffets.
n ended up eatg at creme bistro..
wah i go dere so often scully the people there think i like one of the waiters mans.
puis.
dessert at lips.
n we nv did get ta leave there til 10 at night.
cos cindy took mighty mighty long ta come!
crawled here, cind? hahas.
lala cels ash junz ade also took own sweet time ta stream in uh.
whole table of pretty ladies minus cindy (ha. ha.),
my night is wonderful :)
them all going induz3 after that
but i fought off temptation isn't everybody prouda me?
eh hey.
the toughest wins*
Tuesday, March 02, 2004 @ 11:47:00 PM
lost and alone
il no longer be
fuckg alone mans.
the heavy decision weighing down on me.
met junz in town as late as 10
but i dont care mans!
-hugs fer a lonnnnng while-
a real talk, just wad i needed amidst e "business lors!" & "no matter wad u do il support u" or "just choose wad u like".
call me difficult but screw all that, that's not wad i need.
at all.
junz sounds lk an adult tellg me wad i shud do & i really appreciate tt.
love her alot,
it's no wonder why.
Monday, March 01, 2004 @ 7:18:00 PM
i love my mom.
solid actions ta help me settle down.
i love my mommmmmy.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (: