im back im back!!
hows u peeple/
im exhausted.
dun hav much time ta rest or slp
n all e meagre free time we have we spent playing.
we as in all e lil kids, (little is wrong)
cousins, nephews, nieces ~
e younger ones generally hav nutg much ta do.
as in most of e tm,
we merely follow instructions n wander around.
several times when i was rather bored,
thx ta jiamx tiff kangx junz n lil cindy ta keep me company wif all yer msgs.
my bills dis mth's gna burst quite badly but i duncare ~
junz >> yeax life's vulnerable. miss u LOADS.
cind >> missed u too.
xiaohui >>i jus finished checkg thru my mail. u sent me a lot uh? e spore butch 3rd one not bad. jap ones. hahahas. u say cute den cute lerx. but i dunthk so! hahahaas ~
jaclyn >> thx thx. yups i want MORE fruits u promised me hahas. deal ~
suellen >> how did u find my bloggie. but anyhows u take lotsa care of ureself alrites!
pinkie >> why u closed dwn yer lil blogg?? den how i peep at yer lil life huh?
esta >> i luuurrvvee ure pizzas! oh yummie yummie yum yum.. drooollllsss..
lala n yanx >> i KNEW uall missed me!!!
jiamie dearie! >> iloveu! u silly twit. i hpe u din eat up my choco stick.. DID YOU!???
Tuesday, September 09, 2003 @ 1:31:00 AM
oh yeax peeples il be gg ta msia again tom fer my grandmama's funeral..
only coming back on fri.
see yall i dunno when..
but see ya.
yups.
@ 1:31:00 AM
some thgs are jus so unpredictable..
set off fer msia ta visit my grandma early in e wake of dis morn.
spent most of e aftnoon attemptg ta spend some quality time wif her ~
i was tryg ta spk hakka ta her n she actually laughed at my stupidity.
i wonder if she was laughing at my hakka or at me.
anyhows, we left her hse at 3 sth ta head fer jessica's hse at tanah merah..
was dying ta see hows dis amazing cousin of mine doing..
cos i simply cant picture how she looks like now.
we were childhood playmates,
she's my age,
AND blissfully married a few mths ago wif a present 4mths expectancy.
its lk how unbelievable how fast she grew up while here i am still stagnant between i-dunno n i dun care ~
went fer a (yummy yummy) sumptious dinner at dis open air chinese restaurant wif lotsa food.
followed by an extravagant shopping trip at plaza dunno wads.
reached hme at 10 plus only ta receive news tt my grandmama passed awae..
she passed away peacefully at 7 plus.
i dunno wad ta say.
~ prayers ~
Sunday, September 07, 2003 @ 11:31:00 PM
oh mans oh mans
im so screwed..
my study plans are all unfortunately thwarted!!
lemme see..
ytd went amk lib ta study wif cind, kangx n shuying.
as fer todae,
i got comfortably glued in front of e tv fer e entire dae (oh yes..i deserve ta be shot.)
tom im gg msia ta visit my grandma cos she's sick.
dun rli feel lk gg msia but my grandmama's rather old oredi
so id wanta see her a lil more ~
plus a lil country side roaming wudnt hurt..
some peaceful sightseeing wud jus be wad a disgruntled prsn needs.
hpe tt aft i come back
id be fully charged fer some serious cramming..
(hmmx but i doubt so.)
i can oredi envisage further idleness fer the REST of the hols..
oh yeah ~
/yunx gives am impish grin.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
