geez.
lala came over todae.
had so much fun!
aspreeing, ogling erms
shant elaborate since it's so embarrassing. x)
i hpe lala doesn feel bad
cos i dun!
stopp askg me
it's getg on my nerves!
im the straightest when im watchg TV
if tts wad ya wna hear.
i cant care less fer social functions tts gna waste my bloody time
n cant be bothered mkg frens wif snobs who thk dey own e world
jus cos of tt oh so handsome face.
dun even ask why.
if ya thk ya are so grt dere's PLENTY
of girls out dere dying ta add dis shitty skindeep glamour
inta their presentable collection of associates.
not exactly my cup of tea.
n if u ask me,
wif e no of fine species lurkg ard
it's even hard ta stay bi.
yawnnnns.
go on..by all means.
go dig sumwher else.
-snorts-
Friday, October 24, 2003 @ 1:22:00 AM
>> when thgs go wrong ta such extent
it's impossible not ta be tired.
rest well n recuperate fast yeas?
i hpe u get well soon..
sumtimes it matters ta jus bite a lil longer
even when it seems as though nutg u do
wil sooth much.
e helplessness's unbearable
but perhaps not giving up on yer frens
is the best gesture of appreciation at the moment.
im not even sayg `yet cos it's a definite no-no.
embrace e prob wif such tact n courage
tt mk me prouda u lk i alws did yeas?
it's all in yer hands..
shud i jus knock inta yer head
the faith u need ta believe tt
you deserve nutg less than the best.
u & i both noe tt no matter how hrd u try,
u cant reli smile when u noe jus one soul
tt means so much is in gloom sumwher else..
so why force yerself ta laugh when you're not..?
i want u ta be happy,
but if it's all so constipated i rather not.
thgs will clear one dae n ul b
e same ol'happy girl tt i noe all e same.
happiness's contagious..im sure she'll brighten up..
yer care wil penetrate one dae dunwori..
hpe ul feel better soon alrights -huggs-
gif it some time fer sense ta form.
ul alws have me here my dear.
thru dis n dat n wadeva comes yer wae.. ilu.
leave me if u might.
will u be feel better a lil?
leave you in the past.
will i mature a lil as well?
silly.
some thgs can be solved
without any avoidance\
>> if ya want sth so badly
treat it lk sand.
grab it tightly
n grain by grain
dey slip yer hands.
lossen e grip [+]
n dey stay fer as long as it tks ~
why grab?
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 @ 11:42:00 PM
+ [[unreal]] +
-deafening sneeze-
dwn wif fever n flu
sure doesn feel good.
ahahs dearie lala pass
her flu viruses ta yan n me.
nw both of us are sneezing our noses off.
hell, feel lk chopg it off.
went ta watch infernal affairs again ytd
wif cind esta n sandie dint regret gg even though i was alr halfgone fr e flu
n felt e temp accumulatg in e cinema.
edison plus e company's worth it.
but hpe i dint pass ta any of dem though..
/yunx tries ta look sorry. :)
not too bad a deal seriously.
got ta miss skl todae.
miss is wrong.
totally din miss anythg
since all dey did was hav some oh so exciting chi lects
plus a patience-testing pw block
n a gruelling SAF seminar.
x)
yan n me wnt ta see doc tog jusnw.
stupid.
yan had flu n sorethroat
while i had flu n fever.
tt's lk e exact sars symtoms.
i hadta go second level n see a different doc cans.
not ta mention tt i hadta wear a mask as well.
felt so poor thg!
kaix came ta find us aft tt.
followed by lala.
dun feel so sick aft i saw dem.
even had da energy ta walk ard central?
ahahas madness ~
better dun let my parents see me typg dis
told dem i waited at e clinic fer fringin long. :p
fangs >> i put up e photos lerx! x) AND i flipped all of dem so tt u look lk u took dem wif yer right hand! (oohers one mroe talent?) ahahas yesh aft yer As we'll spend alot of time tog kaes.. it's called me n yer father muz meet up n CATCH UP on thgs yeas.. ahhaas ilu fangs -tite tite hugs!-
Sunday, October 19, 2003 @ 11:30:00 PM
+ [[perhaps it wasnt even there]] +
cip ytd..
finally did my share of lk 6 hrs?
-satisfied smile-
went ktv aft tt wif
boi yan caroline celeste sera yup n meitg along wif many others..
anna weejim etc
cant help feelg grouchy n all.
jus a mere 3rd dae
aft promos n dere i am
wonderg why am i
in a room full of ppl im not even close to.
not boi dey all but e rest.
no offence really.
i njoy their company lots.
but i yearn fer sth more indepth n warm.
dere i was in spags n denims
all prim n proper but all not me.
i beg ta differ.
felt so much restriction n reluctance ta linger longer.
i wna be wif my girlfriends
in shirts n shorts n wad not,
jumpg happily on e couches,
piggin out at e table of food,
sitting in e most unglam positions
n singing at e top of our lungs
in e worst voices ever.
went straight ta findg cindy n mar at mar's hotel.
lk straightawae..
cudnt have felt better.
went out ta walk ard but was too tired
sho went baq ta e hotel
n i slept dere in bliss,
minor catchg up on slpz.
plus wif e lovely company of celeste,
another tweet who can jus stare outta e window w me
at the tiny weeny cars n towners dwnstairs.
splendid scenery mans..
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
