it's an old song but it's playing right now so
:)
when the sun goes down
when you look at me
youre in my mind
now i'm with you once again
out of my heart
into yer head k i dont really know the lyrics
funny how moodswings come and go.
i feel sooooooooo
ok maybe not so much
but sooo much better now.
my lil sis is beside me laughing cos?
some athlete fell down in the olympic race.
sadistism (?) runs in the family.
my pms is gone :)
after being soo dang pissed fer the past week then suddenly
POOOF it's gone.
scareh shate man.
my sister wants to go to the sports school and join their athletes team
HUR
i think i should support her by telling her
she can join the ijtp track & field
if such interests rage till tomorrow noon
my pms is really gone man
wasn't that bad actually.
counted,
i only stayed home fer three days outta the lengthy lengthy neverending elevenday-hols.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I GRUMBLED SO MUCH
pms has no reasons.
ilovemylittlesistercalledxiaodoodoooooo :)
she took and took and took one fat pile of photos of herself and now they are all in my documents and DESKTOP ladies.
narcissism also runs in the family
she's reallyyy my sister then.
:)
i wanna catch Garfield im serious
...
Thursday, August 26, 2004 @ 2:01:00 PM
whee
stats exam yesterday was AWWright. later on is econs paper, 4 to 5 i hope i didnt get the time wrong.
i've decided that
i'm better off with school than with the bloody hols.
yes yes yes russia just won the third game of the men's vball quarter finals.
i support RUSSIA! no matter what sport is it.
alil excited about the econs paper ltr i didnt study cos they just started the fourth game and i hope russia wins again yeah.
the olympics songs are all ringing in my head* is it good or bad..
it's BADDDD since i've an exam later on
but im quite darn glad cos
the only person who can make me smile
is doing her job :)
yay yay yay it's 14-11 russia is WINNINGGG :)
k 15-11 alr please continue
Wednesday, August 25, 2004 @ 1:23:00 AM
a thousand people at yer feet
but none will reach
tomorrow
marks
the start of my exams.
let's cheer.
yay
i haven't studied at all.
don't ask why.
im spoilt CANNOT IS IT.
been very difficult recently.
this week i mean/
why.
because
i hate school
and was looking forward to a whole week spent with friends
but apparently not many comfy meetings have been arranged.
because
the only person who can make me smile
is not doing her job.
because
the person who has been there fer me every single time
is sick.
and I AM ANGRY WITH HER LOUSY DOCTOR.
you can certainly call a doctor LOUSY when week after week upon umpteen visits,
he leaves my bestie, still sick.
because
i don't want to study alone
but nobody can study with me anyways
fer whatever reasons
eff school, eff trainings, cant possibly eff steads cos apparently that's like the most valid reason in the whole universe.
because
im in a bad mood
so i can do whatever i want.
i say can then can
because
im in a bad mood
so everything that doesn't go my way
will certainly piss me OFF
this is what it is
i only wake up at 1 then by 7
i don't want to go out alr
ask at 430
i also don't want
cos make me wait too long
so i don't want alr
make me stay home the whole day
ALSO CANNOT
i'll be pissed off still.
worst still
ask alr. we say alr. then suddenly
cancel
i get MORE PISSED.
as such,
i've been very pissed almost everyday
with everything in the world
in case you don't know,
the above depict is a very explicit illustration of what we widely call
P M S OK
so it's not just you
you happened to hit the sore spot exactly on the dot
at the wrong time
and sometimes i wish you wouldn't be so soft
and let me abuse that fact when
actually i know
it's nobody’s fault but my own.
my mom said something damn stupid today.
she went inside the 7-dollar shop
and asked,
"which is yer most expensive watch"
...
hahaha made me laugh quite a bit
more than what i did
in the entire week
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
