some hiccups after sidlow baxter on saturday cos the laminator was jammed heh heh. so in the end i only left church at 830! hiacks. rushed like mad lahh. rushed like mad the WHOLE DAY lahh. RUSHED my sister to leave the house. RUSHED to church cos we were late. RUSHED home after we fixed the thing and laminated everything and cut finish everything. reach home changed already then RUSHED to town. cab fares cost me alot man.
met the girls+andy at cine tcc. i got present from cind!(who's compelled by the guilt fer missing my onceinalifetime baptism ceremony) i say rachel has good taste fer choosing earrings (: chill around fer abit talking and today lala and me were just saying how diversified our lilclique is because ALL our character and views are very different. it's like cind said sth then lala went like no lors..blahblah then i will no..blahhblahh then jun no..blahblah and THAT always happens in our convos haha but of course we don't quarrel lah.
witnessed a fight outside cine. a group of guys attacked this one guy (who's with a group of his friends who apprently just stood by and watched) and then ran off like abuncha helterskelter losers k whatever cabbed down cocolatte and got in fer free BUT, the crowd sucked real bad so we hopped over to moloko cos it's supposedly better there but neh, cheaterbug. no deejay, soft music, place not very filled, ayeeee but it's really not that bad if there aint a group of very-bastard bastards who cannot stop trying to slime even though we're damn straightforward already. i slap you. i mean it was really appalling the way they try to break us up. well it's just yet another incident that I REALLY THINK ALL GUYS ARE BASTARDS.
so glad there were the cindpluslalaplusjun who made it so much more endurable. glad melv yeo was there too quit smoking ah, friend.
cabbed home at 130 my dad was angry my mum was angry and disappointed and if there's anybody whose opinions of me will make me affected i certainly cannot, cannot take my parents' being angry with me my mum didn't even want to talk to me on Sunday and i felt like some lost child aye shame on me.
it's really damn hypocritical cos just the night before im like dancing away so un-righteously at some smokey scandalous place then the next morning im sitting in Sunday school class listening to a lesson on the Pharisees in Luke. i can't feel more guilty. somemore that day was the first time i took Lord's Supper man and i already had so many sins to confess. SHAME ON ME. i shall not do it again.
anyways it's freaking cold today. i shall say that i braved the rain to go meet lala (: had a fun time shopping (like we always do) i was freezing in my longsleeved top brrrrrrr
taka toilet
and i think i look like chucky here
sings : walk like, an egyptiannnn (:
now i know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls, brought me here. and where was i before the day that i first saw your lovely face? now i see it everyday, and i know that i am crazeh
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
