cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish i've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
it's saturday night, but tonight's a lil bit different ;) cos my ROYAL HIGHNESS is away in perth! yippiee (pun), so that means i can go club! haha KIDDING LAH i'm at home blogging can. THIS IS PROOF and after this im going to sleep! good girl am i not (: i so deserve a koala bear AND THE TREE ALSO lor
BESTIE DAY OUT! really had a hard time getting up this morn. afterall i haven't catch up fully with my sleep even though i slept almost the entire of friday. body clock's a tad screwed.
went over bestie's then we went town together. i say she looks too good today (: out to kick some ass must be, gorgeous piece of shit (: haha. ok. bought what we had to buy then met lala and chevy at tangs. yingjie joined later. STILL SO LAME the two of them. met junz too! for that 15 mins haha. great, so that means i met three quarter of my lilclique today (:
so then, after like very long the teo kaixin came. went crystal jade to eat! food was yummay. ordered too much food cos we were too greedy but nevermind i can finish. eat eat eat i like to eat i like to eat good food nice food any food! went to get bravissimo after our long and full meal. it's like a must-have routine already. haha
yan is the smartest. bouncer she said BOXER. and that's really bad.
lala, wahahah, lala, she, wahaha. her, her saliva dripped infronta the shopkeeper! BWAHAHAHA. i didn't see. but kaix saw! classic man, but i missed it. boohoo. she told me after we left the shop then i was like bwawhat?hahaha. whoops and that's worse. LOL
thanks, but screw. you. seriously go away go eat shit go and die
i'll end here.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 @ 10:12:00 PM
so so lovely; so so lovable
i'm home! feels rather weird that tonight i'll be sleeping on my own bed again. haha. i missssss hope centre already man. my room!! my nice lil two bedder CLEANNN room. haha with my wonderful ROOMMATEEE. ROOMIEEE. or ROOOMERRR. haha our goody drawer! and the watergun that guards the goodies! (instead of the camp funds; thousand over bucks lah. but. haha) and our one dollar mah jiao bu which we sneak-buy. and our clean toilet. no black foot prints! cos we washhhhh. haha. and our soft and loud alarm clocks. and and and. sorry lor, ours beat the 10bedders and 8bedders and 4bedders, flat. because I SAID SO. i love my accommodation you cannot tell?
i really enjoy having to fight spiritual battles with the fellow comm members. tough and tiring but it's my pleasure, really. kitchen talks, captain's ball episode (phew), eleen vs vicky drama mama at wherever whenever, and the every-night meetings at OUR CLEAN ROOM, THE ROOM SIX, aka THE COMMITTEE ROOM since all the stuffs that cannot be put at the living room (cos scared they itchy hand) all put in OUR ROOM (:
i really like all the funny times with yu'an (so many), shiaohong, jiaming, weiwu, jonathon etc. they make me laugh like HAHAHA.
let me try to elaborate. the essence of all the happy stuffs in these four days and three nights are: (italics are convos that i can remember, as i type, by the way)
the rules and regulations for OUR CLEAN ROOM no slippers no shoes no socks! this is the line. everything you left i right YELLOW YELLOW DIRTY FELLOW this makes me happy cos our lil room is REALLEH COSY ROSY MAN. very clean. cept the time when we just came back from night walk, so dirty and sweaty. but yu'an went to squat on her bed! then i was talking halfway, she LEAPED OVER TO MY BED like a frog! ARGHHHHHHHH!
the bedroom fight pick up my book! you pick up my book then i pick up your paper i don't know how come can fight also can see your underwear! got polka dots WAHAHAHAHA
the laughs the jokes, all the hysterical moments don't tell eunice! and then the next day we forget what we're supposed to not tell her. then we were trying very hard (like, VERY hard) to recall and we were laughing and laughing like hyenas even though we forgot what was it but we remembered it was damn funny hahahahaha. a whole lot of others that are like just hahaha nonstop until no sound hahahaa, all in the private blog but no point cutting and pasting cos ya won't geddit anyways. inside jokes!! sooooooooooooooooooooooooo many many
the activities and games (duh) bananas of the world unite. PEEL BANANA, BLOW THE SUONA, PEEL BANANA, BLOW THE SUONA. my group is the smartest lah. haah. i remember the night walk (which i met cind!! -bighug lil one) at the mac's which like last time, ahem, nevermind, times have changed and im no longer the same (: i remember breakfast on the last day morning. can just sleep walk all the way. came back and cannot make it already. were lying on our beds and we just haha, haha, for no reason! damn seh. i remember all the games that we had painstakingly planned. especially: in all yoda style filling up waterguns, i love. (aiyo so disconnected sorry my trend of thoughts are super jumbled up - lack of sleep)
i really think the "live together" concept is a tres good medium for closeness. i mean, I LOVE HOMELINESS (: EH WAKE UP LAI YU AN WAKKKKE UPPPP! wah THAT voice you snore! and i love the way people go school in the morning and oh they shang xue.. then prolly in the afternoon or evening when they come back (with school bags and all) then it's like fang xue hua jia already! and like vicky and jonathon were all crowding around aiwei (the youngesttt) trying to teach her how to do math (TRIANGLES if i never see wrongly) (which is her homework).
so uncouth (to the secular) but i had to say:
these my eternal friends, I LOVE.
ok im done with the FUN happy stuffs and there are at least two pages of SERIOUS/PURPOSEFUL happy stuffs but they're all in my booklet, not meant for public read.
so. anyways i really really wanta thank God for this time to fellowship. and surely it brought us closer cos afterall we spent sucha lonnnnnnnnnng lonnnnnnnnnng time together and the love grew in buckets. if this is a glimpse of how our eternal life in heaven will be like, i say it is just so absolutely splendid.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
