SURPRISE SURPRISE i'm here to ressurect my dear blog
aye i know everybody missed me like hell right. i've heard enough wohohohhhh
the only reason why i hit blogger again is cos I'M SO SAD TONIGHT :( as in, really.
it's hard to blog these days. i type delete type delete type delete and exit blogger altogether. don't you know, the reservations, the vulnerability that you'll be subjected to, the whatever, it's so hard to keep at it. damn the emo things lah.
i realise you blog better when you think no one knows exactly what you're talking about and that's what im trying to do now. not very successful. not very successful when you already have an entire mental list of names who will get the whowhatwherewhenwhichs, oh bother.
to start off, been out and about like, everyday.. folks are complaining a lil so, this week - i'll be a good girl. but but Christmas is coming and someone's hitting 19 soon so sad, im not going out so you're not getting any presents!!!!!! haha
killer habits i have no obligation to take such shit. they kill me just so completely.
no, i still have my reservations. maybe i drive you mad, too.
cruel reproaches, i regret.
do not. read me.
well, very lonely times ahead. sighs
good thing that i'll be very busy all the way till.. wow end of the year!
still..
WHY ME.
bad moods means skipping lessons. broke means eating less broke also means towning lesser which means bad moods which means sleeping more which means skipping lessons. the vicious cycle.
oh great, i just found out that i left my cap and fmgt notes in school and marcus and jayrius were pushing them to each other to bring home i can SO imagine THANKS PALS (:
well moving on, thanks all who tagged in this period of stagnation then >> was good to see you too (: cept the fact that i quarrelled with my sister after that cos she asks me where are you from and i said i don't know haha she's damn pissed
jiam >> clubbing's not my thing anymore my dear, it's replaced by some hardcore mugging oh yeayyy hahah. i can't believe i won't be seeing you till next year. why are you leaving me for au zhou :|
boss >> i miss yooo dearest. how come everytime i hop over SIM i don't see you anywhere, ARE YOU HIDING AWAY FROM ME
melv- >> did i see wrongly, where have you beeeeen man. if you're reading this, HARLOW ASS, I HEARD RUMOURS ABOUT YOU hahaa
sarah, marcus, guess hoo! >> very funny ah. marcus thinks i'm some genius kay and everybody loves me! (including you) how you tong my charmmm. did i use correctly
roooomie >> nehh now update already loh! (:
hsh >> hahaha ever so funny, keep the spams coming, DON'T BE JEALOUS!
highness >> nope nope, you will have to beg me hahaah
cris >> you've been MISSSSSED GREATLY even though i never write it on my foreheadddd.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
