there's no place i'd rather you be
you put me in such an awful spin
a heliumagrundge of thoughts
keeping me stoned/in twilight zone
no words ta lay it out
understand?
so choking so suffocating
i want to SCREAMMMMMMMM vulgarities
fucked up day
fucked up endingofthe day
and noone's at fault
i'm so so sorry.
super super sorry
i feel super sorry.
i AM super sorry. now.
fringing badmood lah k
if only it's not supposed ta be w r o n g yeknow. freakk man
pms is plumetting mood syndrome
plunge, head all the way to the bottom.
i obviously CANNOT take disappointments suckingssshhate
i promise
that i would be good even when i numb myself
that i would be good even when i am overwhelmed
that i would be good even when i was fuming
that i would be good even if i was clingy
that i would be good even if i lost sanity
that i would be good
whether with or without you
killing me.
there are boundaries we pass in spite of war.
but our own, i can't seem to cross.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
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| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (: