bow wow how im about ta leave the house soon i need: dry-fit tees, fbts, caps, and tennis rackets. ( fer a series of aggressive toning-up session WAHAHA ) but i douuubbbbtttt i can get ALL, cos im running realleh lowwww on cash ye know. and i gotta be a mighty responsible ACCOUNTANT OF DA FAIR MER LEHH (: so anyways my face hurts like shate cos i've a pimple at the right eyebag area AND one above the left brow AND one near the hairline OUCHHHH all three are not visible but hey THEY HURT LIKE SHATE!
out.
CHOMP CHOMP HERE I COME TOOOOOO!!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @ 3:46:00 PM
i'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind
sentosa yesterday with lala, yan and banana boat (: i woke up at 8 in da morning! met at the thomson plaza busstop to take 855 my card's money went negative but the uncle didn't even ask me fer my id when i was all ready to flash him the TERTIARY ezlink (excellent fako confidence yunx) he just asked me to dong 55cents down MUAHA, uber cheap (: twas a good time fer some tanning action since the siloso's half empty anyways cept fer a damn-big (30strong?) malay family who are the main noise-generators and some ah bengs who came ta ask whether they can join us the guy hasn't even ask finish i already "BU KE YI" to send him off muttering. tanning is a girls-only thang okay so anyways we kept eating sand cos there was wind (duh-uh) and the sun comes and goes and comes and goes stupid clouds ye know left us a slightly red complex rather the ideal golden brown went harbour front ta eat after a good bath haha then went bestie's house haha i love my bestie i can tell her EVERYTHING (: (: (:
anyways im rotting at home again boy i feel so so sleepy but i gotta concentrate on drawing a MOO MOO COW fer geri on msn now to thank her fer the KISSIES ahahahah and the you should see the vast number of emoticons that she lets me kope man and i vow that i must exceed geraldine tan ta be the oneandonly power emoticons collector YEAHH (:
tomorrow i shall bleach my hair again - it's not light enough. and then it's queensway/ikea this friday with kaix, yan and lala MEATBALLS MEATBALLS HERE I COMEEEE !! and saturday would be a full lilclique day of :-
ROOMwarming jahbalan potluck over at cind's
clique dinner at wherever it doesn't matter,
the girls fawking rawk my sawks (:
results coming out TOMORROWWWWWW HOR HORRR HORRORS $@!%#&*
i guess i like a lil bitta goodwill teasing (: i guess i like ta get poked (: i guess i like to whine and get positive responses (: i guess i like to ignore but receive attention nonetheless (: i guess im really happay at the moment (: but i still would never see what i wanta see, i know. \ random.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @ 1:05:00 AM
it blinds my eyes to see you it bleeds my hands to touch your face it burns my ears to hear you it mutes my tongue to say your name
i. am. pretty much speechless.
no reason.
it's late nights like this. not very late actually. that i can be really irrational.
i bleached my hair today. not important.
and i read over and over again, yer eh ver ry word. and no, i wouldn't see what i want to see.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
