im wide awake and
i can see the perfect sky is torn
ure a lil late
im already torn
as usual, tuition.
met fangies at yishun fer dinner.
-everybody againnnnn-
hahahas, wil be meetg her every tues, thurs, & suns whoah!
im not complaining :)
we already KNOW what we're gonna eat NEXT thursday....ha.
wads with weird weird weird absurd dreams.
i dreamt tt i went kang's hse & she set her dog on me & den i was running away den i decided ta turn ard & chase e dog instead then i caught it, & put it in a tiny cage then it started vibrating & shaking damn vigorously & even gave off steam!
freakg scary!
junz msged early in e morn ta tell me tt she dreamt tt lola opened a bigger senses then i was workg fer her then junz just sat there and watched..in fury i supposed? :|
fangs told me jusnw during dinner tt she dreamt tt she was at chinablack dancing den suddenly this person came and SHOT her in e left shoulder and then kidnapped shen eu & yan while she was illustratg ta e police!
guess everybody dint slp well ytd?
every time i look at you,
baby, i see something new
that takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
i dont wanna sleep tonight,
dreaming's just a waste of time
when i look at what my life's been coming to
im all about loving you. its playing on e radio,
n iv e disgustg habit of plantg myself on astraweb & starrrreee at e lyrics while e songs play & play & play..
loved that song,
and i still do. :)
@ 2:05:00 PM
its over, fer good.
towned ytd wif fangies bungies beanies bung BUG
finally went town aft so darn longgggggggggg.
four days ta be exact.
not v long but considerg i was feelg so shitty, bottom-of-a-dirt-pile, detached-fr-civilisation,
i desperately need town, need crowd.
blehs, town dint even have crowd lars?
thk EVERBODY's at hme learng spellg or ting-xie lars......:(
our lil plan ta use e ten bucks voucher at creme bistro was a total boohoo.
garhhh. bought 3 tops fr mango though! -done in half an hr cos we r fringgin hungry.
aft dinner, went McCafe fer dessert,
where we had a nice long talk..
im loving it' wil alws rem that day when u thot i was gg ta tell u tt --- was gna die..
hahahas.
sec four zhong qiu jie eve's eve \aka\ higher chinese exam eve's eve
wil alws alws rem. :)
*cutesy loves u :)
anyways, meowies (gag)
changed e scroller so tt yer lousy comp can access aights!
sat :)
-reluctant-
:)
*are you thkg wad im thkg
cos tts not wad im doing.
Tuesday, February 17, 2004 @ 12:40:00 AM
this entire entry's fer junzie bunnie hops around :)
my god, u direct QUOTE me my dear?
and quote wrongly somemore.
so stupid my god,
-love ya ta EXPO and back-
sheezie..how come maggie called u & nv call me? :(
yeeeeyer!~ :(
gosh, i can imagine her talkg.
tar mar de!
ji dan gao! HAHAHAS.
n barrrrbieeeeee!!!
sigh, ya better today?
dint noe u cant slp!
sigh, im not v angry or upset,
cos i dont really care abt her mans.
rem tt she doesn have any dates fer vday..
no prezzies fer xmas..
no angpaos fer new yr..
n shes gonna be stuck in hospital fer e nxt few wks or so in tt dirty bed..
first cut is the deepest..
and who the hell gets cut twice at the same spot !?!!? WHOOPSIE, ouch.
aye, m.i.n.d better lars.
when's A leavg mans? i cant waittttttttt.
@ 12:08:00 AM
hershey kisses*
YOX
can everybody jus ferget wad i said ytd?
its outdated ler lars.
yah, fast isn't it.
nasty fickleness.
-snubs-
dreaming all night long
of a day that was gone
Monday, February 16, 2004 @ 2:35:00 AM
a lil bit of wei qu today..
promised junz i wont blog it out.
not very angry or sour abt it,
junz me jus laughed/drank it off.
but how come when im tellg u now, i feel lk crying somehow?
i thk i like u
but ive no idea..
minor minor crush.
thanks man.
lonnnng talk with junz got me thkg,
mind or heart choose one.
M I N D
which story doesn end with byes..
since i said no will u be there fer me every single night when i need u
haix, make it worth it, please.
i dont want u, but i want u there ferever?
but i do have u, dont i..
suddenly, it'll be good if this can last ferever
might not, aint it?
which idiot stays in one spot fer so long..
i dont either.
and i won't.
if nothing fails..
isn't ten years lk too long ta say now.
the future's so hard ta tell.
oh dont be so naive.
i wont like fer long anyway.
e radio's playg sappy songs NON-STOP lar kaes.
how come deejays get so lazy late inta e night..
jus pardon me im rambling.
a
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keep temptg me
keep keep temptg me
Sunday, February 15, 2004 @ 5:44:00 PM
lols. today only have one tuition :)
went ta e pri 1 china boy's hse jusnw.
he's lk HOW cute.
was using my red pen as a pointer then kept drawing his hand accidentally so in e end he rummaged through his mom's drawer ta find me a new pointer n he handed me a screwdriver!!! hahahahahas~ right. so i taught e rest of the lesson using a screwdriver. :D
@ 1:57:00 PM
oh my god MELISSA ONG WEILIN
i can jus die when i read yer blog.
i nv chase n chase? i only chase once missus!
crazeh biatch~ dont know who's e one who called? grrrrrs..
alright, so now we can reallyyyyyy officially jue jiao!
yup. (damn serious yup)
shittte u i hope u drown in gallons of da bians!
hern!
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
