woke up damn early dis morn ta kangwei's morng call aft her math mock test.
its horrible im getg lesser n lesser slp nwadaes.
hurriedly washed up n went amk central ta meet her & del fer brkfast.
kaya butter toast, half boiled eggs & superduper-milky bandung!(junz: ul loovveee dis.)
went amk lib cafe ta study aft tt.
i was jus getg engrossed in my fav subject MATH when deres dis stupid seminar thgy tkg place so we had ta vacate e place..growls.
went aj ta study instead. (del left at 1145 fer CIP *yawns* while kangx ponned hers.)
was rather worried tt id get caught fer gate-crashg aj cos i was lk wearg ac shorts and aj & ac are arch rivals.
anyhows, e studyarea was rather conducive ~ EXCEPT e fact tt e sch was entirely foodless so we had ta ration on e potato wedges tt kangx bought.
at lk late aftnoon we went town.
bummer// my plans ta abstain fr stepping inta town til aft promos was smashed.
but its okaes lerx.
a micro break is not gna ply away too much a chunk of my study time righttt. (hehs excuses =p)
met suanne van wynnie pork & aileen when we were on our way to taka to buy yakitori. nw come ta thk abt it, i rli wna kill myself fer forgetg ta buy my wang wang teh tarik!! *frowns*
on our way hme we stopped at j8 cos kangx wna go seiyu.
din regret gg mans. cos dere was dis mooncake foodfair at e level 2 quadrangle.
woooooOOs. we went ta try the mooncake samples.
hahhaahs cheapskate uh. -bish*
was abt ta leave aft we ate ta our hearts' fill when we passed by dis gigantic POT of sharks' fin lors.
its lk HOW CAN we dun buy??!?!?!
slurped dwn two full bowls & we both da bao fer our mommies.
cant believe i actually fergot abt my mommy's bdae 2daes ago.
/yunx slaps herself.
when i brought e sharks' fin hme i cud tell tt my mommy was rli happie.
got e same expression on her face evtime i do sth guai ~
i caught her smiling while eatg it
so happieeee =)))))))))
Friday, August 29, 2003 @ 11:56:00 PM
tchers' dae todae.
had a lil celebration in e audi & its reali saddenin when brO paul said dis is our last time gatherg tog as a sch.
as in, wif e j2s.
sighhs.
potluck was supposed ta be a major piggin out time but bcos my dearest brO paul was invited ta our class i had a stressful time swallowing my food.
some unexplained, appetite-upsetting worries tt alws arise wif bro paul's threathening presence..
went baq stnix wif jac jiamx & clara.
sch was filled wif all e white badge ppl lors.
kangx supposed ta meet me at father barre but as usual i shant mention whether she was there or not when i reached kaes.
-shrugs-
anyhows, was rli glad ta see janice, pinkie & suellen todae!! =)))))))
aft stoning fer lk 3hrs or so at e canteen, jiamx clara del & jac went up ta e gym ta jump on their favourite trampoline whereas e studious kangx & me went ta find one empty classrm ta study instead..
we haven even sat dwn fer 5 mins when we decided tt we were hungry ~
so we went back canteen ta eat..
i swear we were all full n ready ta go baq ta class ta continue our enthusiastic mugging when jiamx called.
her firm persuasions partially convinced us ta go ta e gym ta watch e fine rhythmic gymnastic 'routine' tt she n clara had choreographed.
it was hilarious!
del & jiamx den happily proceeded ta perform their trampoline stunts when halfway thru, kangx stupidly crawled onto e trampoline, inbetween e two hysterical mad girls.
me, i jus sat on e mat n laugh at them.
sumtimes i wonder why ive retards fer frens bwahahahahahas!
me & kangx finally got ourselves back ta e classrm only ta find it locked.
its lk damnit mans ~ our bags were still inside so common sense wud tell us ta jus climb in & get the bags out, over n done with.
i had oredi successfully climbed inside when i heard tan shu wei scream her lungs out at us fr e fourth level ~
oops we kena caught. =/
how unlucky..
we kinda ignored her ear-piecing firings of threats ta catch us..
so in e end she stomped dwn ta second level n started delivering a continuous shrewish lecture in extreme disapproval.
thk i kinda aggravated her anger esp when she asked me ta stop glaring at her.
hello u dun scream inta my ears when im jus one step awae fr u.
it was totally unnecessary
unless she was tryg ta scare me outta my wits wif sheer volume or sth.
buden it din reali wrk yeAx.
i can tk in her shrill rantings pretty alrite.
AND i wasn't glaring fer gdness' sake.
my eyes were jus probably 3 times bigger den her teeny weeny pathetic slits. so THERE ~
anywaes del said if she were us she wud rather jump off e balcony ta run awae fr tan shu wei..
hahahas silly ger.
NAH ~ not a gd idea.
im not gna risk brkg my precious legs over a ridiculous tcher am i?
mks no cow sense ta me.
me & kangx den went mac's ta study aft del jac clara & jiamx went home.
was supposed ta be even more productv but no thanks ta a bunch of sec 2 stnix kiddos.
was tryg ta gain some efficient absorbing momentum.
but dey had ta spoil it wif outrageous outbursts of roaring laughter. wth ~
some unfunny elements in their lame jokes tts too childish ta comprehend i guess.
shooooooooo!
@ 1:15:00 AM
despite my awfully lousy mood todae
it was easy ta put things at e back of my mind since
ive soooo many crazzzeeee frens ard ~
e dae was slacccckkk ta e ultimate.
pe was darn fun.. we played catchg!!
bwahahahas. thk we made e most noise cos we were running ard e field lk mad dogs screaming our heads off.
e game turned out ta b pointless n we switched ta vball instead.
which was equally cornieeee.
/yunx's jaws are sore from all e laughg.
aft sch was jus as madddd immediately aft my lsns ended, i ran towards e haunted toilet cos i saw jiamx, yanx, cind, jose & criz outside dere..
jus as i was nearing them i caught a glimpse of yanx stuffing e wang wang into cind's mouth!!!
/yunx points finger at meiyan n screammmm.
why u dun lemme eat e wang wang!!! ~
wad happened next was a whirl of events which was too confusing and chaotic fer me ta illustrate in full details.
includes: cind tryg ta squash me ta death using e toilet door.
me raping cind on e toilet floor ta pay ehr back. (which was of course, given another choice, i wud NEVER hav done tt hahahahs)
me & cind running aft jiamx tryg ta bite her.
i cldnt catch her!!
so i jus bite meiyan instead hahahahahs poor thg.
jose literally poured water on me when i was charging at her.
so of course i hav to splash back at her rite..
thk we kinda wet a whole stretch of corridor.
yanx, criz & jiamx werent able ta escape e violent water battle btw me & jose either.
aft all e vigorous chases & fights finally ended, me cind jiamx & jose made our lil way ta thomson plaza, while yanx & criz went town ta shop fer tchers' dae gifts.
erms..ate at dis lil restaurant firsst..
cind spilled e spaghetti sauce while tryg ta act waiter.
nonetheless, e food was nice. (all our food was nice except jiamx ~)
-grinnns-
had so much spaghetti sauce left over even though cind spilled some.
so jiamx made a silly smiley face on her plate n i made a doughnut.
mine was so many thousand times nicer LORS jiamx.
studied at kfc fer a few hrs
den me & cind went ta meet yanx & criz ta bake butter cake at yanx's hse.
oh yummy yummy yum!
as soon as e cake left e safety of e oven we started digging at it wif bare hands lk scavengers,
fighting over e side crisps which resulted in an accidental destroyal of e entire cake.
oops.
-chuckles-
hmmx i stil cant believe tt criz is leavg us so soon.
tom will be e last dae but e thought of it jus haven sink in yet.
thgs are gna be so entirely different when shes gone..
i cant even imagine it!
-wince-
one less siao za bor ard ~
hope she'll be happie at nyp..
at least she's doing sth tt she lks/
haix im missg her oredi.
criz criz criz criz u orange..
nw who's gna do my X yun X every dae UH!
love ya love ya dearie.
wish u all da best..
-hugsssss-
Wednesday, August 27, 2003 @ 10:47:00 PM
some sky event tkg place ltr at midnite.
getg ta see some red-stary mars is lk once in a life time thg
but im gna gif it a miss.
dun see e pt of stayg up cos id rather go n slp
n ferget abt evthg by e time i wake up tom.
hopefully.
/yunx looks down at e floor n ponders.
went thomson plaza ta study wif jiamx, meiyan n daphne ang.
rli hpe tt if we go on lidat,
we'll all pass promos.
prays ~
Tuesday, August 26, 2003 @ 10:32:00 PM
had one whole free day todae ta study..
we were released at 1030 cos der was a serious power failure in e entire sch.
how pathetic.
anyhows, went stnix ta study wif jiamx, meiyan, del n jose.
i misssssssssss stnix food lk shit.
me n jiamx almost cudnt stop buyg all e delicious food hehhehs.
orange bowl plus blue bowl plus e wanton plus fried rice plus meesiam plus cheese toast plus cuccumber juice is simply heavenly. (guess only stnix ppl wil noe wad im tokg abt. rite peeps..)
/yunx drools n dreams*
on a less gluttony note,
i did so much math todae i thot i was gg to die.
jiamx polished her math ta excellence
n meiyan is doing vfine ever since she started studyg again.
cheers dearies, so prouda uall. =)))))))))
Sunday, August 24, 2003 @ 11:06:00 PM
=)))))))))
told kangwei abt how i dunwan meiyan ta leave ystd
n she decided ta help me persuade meiyan ta stay..
so todae me n meiyan went amk lib ta tok n kangwei came..
im sooooo grateful ta tt ger fer tryg her best ta dissuade myan fr withdrawg..
=)))))))))))))
we succeeded!
=))))))))))))
wells..halfwae dere..
im cant be more elated!!
my continuous subtle coaxings plus kangx's forceful persuasions worked wonders.
meiyan decided ta gif it a try until fri..
so ive up ta fridae ta prove to her tt she can do it.
i must must must help her in wadeva waes i can
so tt she'll regain confidence in hist esp..
jus hope tt meiyan's rebuilt determination prompted by all my pain-staking efforts wun be demolished by jeanyeow's brainwashg tom!!
if not il jus kill her!!! (i mean it! grrrrrr)
dun come n destroy my fren's future..
u cant decide her paths, *****
i picture us all promotg tog, mkg it to uni tog ~
its e best encouragemt ive gotten so far..
fck all the "u muz b practical",
or "u muz plan fer ur future"
or "u shud try considerg other alternative options" or WADEVA shit advices YAHH
i muz mk use of all e time tt i hav
ta get meiyan started..
so me n kangx immediately dragged meiyan ta thomson plaza n help her pick it up dere all over again ~
ive nv studied wif so much zest all my life
n i totally enjoyed it.
its gna be a tough time fr now til fridae,
thgs are gna tk a toil on my determination n stamina ta fulfil dis tedious promise.
not ta mention additional difficulties tt ive ta face due to emotional turmoils which meiyan wud be subjected to by a certain someone.
but still, im willing ta do anythg mans..ta get meiyan across dis hurdle.
/yunx skips around happily.
cindy dearie came ta join us at BK ard evening time.
we were v productv until kangx n me took a brk in search of food..
AND earrings..
she bought dis earring tt has a chain attached ta it which she idiotically dangle it on her ear fer e rest of the nite.
it was so distractg n yeah tt stupid girl jus REFUSE ta tk it down.
hitched a ride hme in kangx's car again.
HEYYYYY im nOt lazy it was jus convenient..
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
