do you understand
that Saturday,
is my only
and one and only
Civilization Day.
i don't have civilization on weekdays
yeknow?
explains
the loooonnnnnnging to come out as EARLY as possible, if not right after tuition.
but four?
sian diao alr.
and thereby,
four, five or six makes no more difference.
half the day is alr gone anyways.
and that's why
i missed two buses cos lala was still at home
then apparently when i reached amk middleplatform lala just left the house.
i gotta wait half an hour more so may as well go yck and meet her right?
took down to bishan
( COS
1. it was damn hot i needed aircon badly
2. i don't wanta go down to cross over to the other side )
then crossed over and take back to yck
then after awhile lala came and we finally made our way to town which we were too engrossed in talking and overshot one stop, then we took back
to meet the grouchy junz who was damn pissed by then :/
more at me cos lala told her she'll be late but i didn't
ohwells, but everything's alright alr so
ANYWAYYY
had early dinner at Newton circus like ard 5?
place was empty so i think it's better than going at night.
cind didn't join us because newton is too far.
but i guess it would have been different,
if us,
includes mama..
jun had a rough day..coping with the immense guilt "why would i be angry with you, you go enjoy yerself with yer girlfriends los, i can stay at home today it's ok" has inflicted. so she went home in the end. ade asked her, "since when you care so much about him?" and she went,"like recently?" like oh, uh oh. she is starting to care about her boyfriend. ok sounds weird. but yeah you know. not that she's not supposed to. but it's a news that she does suddenly. ok sounds wrong again. one last weird sentence: it's bad news. i anticipate much crying and misery in the future since HISTORY tells us that jerrified behaviours can drive one insane. ALRIGHT ALRIGHT let me try and correct myself. us earthlings are ALL SUPPOSED TA LOVE ONE ANOTHER SO GO AHEAD AND LOVE HIM WITH ALL YER HEART :) fer one thing im sure at least, rather him than somebody else :)
ade had family dinner.
yan had family thing.
jiams had howtosay, family squabble to handle.
and THAT pretty much left me and lala
who spent the night shopping so it's not thattt badddd :)
oh yes,
meow made my day
i mean made my night
with yuntun mian yuntun mian :)
pile on the layers since it's getting cold k
i hope all's well over there /hugg.
Thursday, August 19, 2004 @ 2:08:00 AM
photos up.
the many photos sitting fat in my comp are all up alr.
girlfriends -- no. 12 onwards ( TWELVE ! all our pao pao photos.)
meow -- no. 116 onwards. last few bits of memories.
fangs -- no. 113 onwards. way wayyyy back.
lilclique -- no.123 onwards. lala's jun's birthdays. town.
meow's in US alr.
just now we webcammed.
oh wells.
US is so far away.
this is my hols week by the way
called STUDY BREAK
and we have exams right after this
like yay
before the studyweek ends:
report of whatever i've done that has nothing ta do with studying because, i did none.
saturday went ikea with junz, yijun and junziedad.
bought er, table legs.
and candles..which reminds me, jun i left it at yer hse!
went back jun's hse after that where i cramppped the whole bloody afternoon away.
junz played mama nurse the whole day aint i grateful.
she made milo, fetch med, feed yoghurt pie (was it yoghurt pie?), satay hahahh my life saviour :) i think she can be a professional nurse. or mama.
anyways she moved down ta second floor alr with me on the bed watching them fussing around with the tables..and legs.
junz parents fetched us ta siglap fer dinner at night then i went home on a saturday night
fer saturday nights no longer mean partayying.
sunday me yan kaix went esplanade ta watch the fireworks!
kaix thinks because she can sprint then she can be late.
in the end we had to runnn all the way there amidst a halfrunning crowd.
can you imagine?
everybody running hahahahh.
then we reached just as it started.
damn nice!
and then all the children kept wahhhing
so we joined in and WAHHHHH everytime there's a gigantic firework
monday..cant remember at all.
oh oh!
monday went nyp ta studyyyy!
yeahhhhh
k let me go underline the monday
yeap
and then criz came my house and we took lots of photos
haven't upload those yet though.
tuesday had lunch at paopao with yan and lala.
then me lala went polyclinic ta get fake mc
then come my house
then went lala's house.
so glad we caught up.
realised i went many houses man hahahh.
as in go yer house go my house ya kinda get my drift?
jun's house -- is go there and cry and drink and slack
lala's house -- go there and EATTTTT and do work
cind's house -- hahah most vividly rem the nights where we sit by the pool and DISCUSS with much detail how ta get c & j though we didnt really carry out whatever we drew up did we.
hahahahahh
fond fond memories
been watching OLYMPICS almost every minute im home.
only like badminton gymnastics diving and vball
damnnn exciting
and i've YET ta see ekaterina lobaznyuk
damn the gymnastics are forever in weird weird times i can never ever get ta catch it
somebody tell me is she even in?
Tuesday, August 17, 2004 @ 4:45:00 AM
amigos para siempre means you'll always be my friend
meow is leaving already..
should be at the airport by now
have a safe trip dear sigh see ya in a few months' time k will be missing you till then.. update as soon as you reach there you hear? .. :( take good care of yerself wherever you are pal love.misses.hugs. long long hugs.. :( i miss you already have a safeeee journey meow.. love you
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
