went town fer breakfast wif lala, yanz, sheena, celeste n yupei.
town was infested wif ij girls sellg flags mans.
on the tedious journey ta lucky plaza mac's
we kena dunno how many pleading confronts.
sheena n meiyan fell victim ta their stc juniors.
me n lala got bugged by e stnix girls but only lala obliged.
i jus ran around in circles tryg ta escape.
kinda devoid of sympathy uh..oh wells.
celeste escaped cos we din bump inta any ijtp pple.
me, yanx, sheena n lala were supposed ta go ymca ta study
BUT
dot dot dot..
to go ymca,
we muz take bus.
to take bus,
we muz go to the busstop.
to go to the busstop,
we gotta walk thru town.
n while walkin thru town,
it's inevitable tt we gotta pass by some shops..
a.n.d
we started shopping.
anywaes, ymca was lk filled wif cj peeps when we
fi fi fi finally made our wae dere.
was putg in lotsa concentration ta study
when sheena said samuel is on his wae.
immediately called kangx ta tell her
jus in case she screams at me again.
was thkg tt it'll be rather awkward esp fer yanz n SHEEE
but the funny thg was, he came when i was tokg ta kangx on fone
and left before i put dwn.
so i dint hafta talk ta him n dere was no tension fortunately.
went town ta meet kangx aft tt.
had ta take the longest possible route dere cos
(we all noe) she's perpetually late.
but dis time she's lk early?!?! (uall muz believe me.)
fer some strange reason, im suddenly overwhelmed by fatigue.
thk my battery kinda got exhausted by the toils of e entire dae.
woke up at 6 fer e bloody one-hour-only econs test OKAES!
hav no energy ta argue back wif her on e usual minor thgs,
hav no energy even ta talk.
hav no energy ta ask.
hav no energy ta repeat.
merely followed her around or dragged her around.
e tedium ta rebuke all e objectional arguments over petty stuffs was tremendous.
on usual daes, i wud have.
but not todae.
im too drained ~
Friday, September 19, 2003 @ 11:21:00 PM
im mesmerized oh my god im darn mesmerized.
saw jaychou's newest video clip and its engulfg me in stupor.
he's darnnnnn gorgeous inside.
i mean d r o p d e a d gorgeous. (dont anyone dare ta protest!)
wad a perfect example that guys dun need magical qualities ta look good.
seriously i thk all dey need are hair, body and clothes and tadaaaaa ~
the end-result is remarkably startling.
jus look at jaychou mans,
fer the life of me i never thot he could look thattt charming
but his newest dyed brown hair mks u blink twice
n ferget his past outlooks in splits.
brown hair brown hair brown hair!
iridescent waxed hair that irradicates inta
a spectrum of auburn under the sunlight.
im a suckerrrr fer brown hair oooohhherrrrrrrkkkks!
not ta mention the layered back wif wispy ends curling at the collars.
it jus screams at u and u cant help noticing his matching golden-brown tan as well..
a bballer's lean body in black suits n half-buttoned white shirts
wad else can one ask fer?
he's got dimples also its intriguing.. *screams*
yes, topped off wif a pair of black-rimmed shades n u get the jaychou.
im not done yet!
haven mention e songs..
oooohers i thk im mad oredi.
dreaming dreaming..the drowsy voice
mumbling his way through the sappy lyrics
intoxicatess the acoustic nerve so much
i can jus ferget about getg e tunes outta my head
fer a bloody good period from nw.
jeeeeeeee ~
okaes im done.
there goes the completed potion that's gna set me
daydreaming throughout econs test tom mans.
uh-oh ~
heys sorry fer e outrageous entry uh
i cant help it
its so mesmerizing..
bwahahahas im crazeeeeeeee! x)
Wednesday, September 17, 2003 @ 1:31:00 AM
+ the past or the future ---- mke yer choice n stick to it +
promo's in 3 wk's time.
sure hope il get myself prepared by den.
im getg increasingly scared as the sucky dae draws closer and closer.
so afraid tt any of us cannot mke it.
went thomson mac's jusnw aft sch ta meet jiamx n lala ta get some math done.
at least my differentiatn is sorta in place i guess.
but its not at all sufficient ta resolve my worries fer promos.
studies doesnt look so good recently (actually it has never did)
rajoo test todae was a total flop.
wrote a pathetic three-points essay which i painstakingly twisted any available facts in my congested brain ta fit the qn and im so sure its gonna come back wif a big fat F.
jiamx came over jusnw and was comfortably shakkin legs on my bed
while i was readg thru mar's bloggg n tellg her
how smooth i thk mar writes
n jus den i subconsciously clicked on cindy's one
n as soon as i finished commentg,
cindy's newest entry appeared horrendously on screen n it goes ~
"blue blue blue blue blue
colour of my uniform,
blue blue blue blue blue
i've a history test tomoro
. . . "
how contradictg!
bwahahahhahas.
u nv fail ta amaze me wif yer *toot* my dear.
i dunno whether ta laugh or ta cry!.. x)
Monday, September 15, 2003 @ 11:18:00 PM
i dun feel lk studyg!!!!!!!!
tom got rajoo test n yuppers yuppers im browsing thru e notes
but tts abt all.
went town aft sch wif jiamx clara n jay planned ta study but obviously it dint reali turn out tt wae teehees.
met wynnie at ccx ~
wyn >> ure busts are getg reali bigggg oredi oh nos! (oopsie) yeaps n ive yet ta figure out how e hell am i gna go get tt duck counter thg. but il find out SOON. -beams-
junz >> dun be sadden by my last sentence yeax? u noe i love u e same whether we're in e same sch or nots. thk of it dis wae. life's gna b havoc aft yer A's n aft my promos yeax?? but il miss seeing ur rosy stupid face first thg in e morng evdae though.. dun b upset lerx yeax?.. when ure abt ta cry, come look fer me dearie. wil be der fer u lk how u were der fer me. i love u sweets.. thgs are gna b okae~ *hugs* gdluck fer all yer papers kaes? -muax-
xiaohui >> u miss tokg ta me, and i miss HUGGING YOU!!!
@ 12:05:00 AM
jus a few more pathetic hrs n il hav ta go ta sch lerx.
how dreadful mans.
eeeeeeeekkks!
din study fer e entire hols lerx.
im so screwed, i noe.
but stil i absolutely am not in e apt mood fer serious muggin.
wait n see how yeax??
lemme see..
sat >>
went jiamx hse ta see jiamie n lil cindy!!
was supposed ta go thomson plaza ta meet kangx but i jus KNEW she'll be late.
so i went jiamx's hse first instead.
was dyg ta see tt two lil twits!
mmmmmmm..
was staring at jiamx n e lil punybaby n realised how wonderful life is to hav such sweeties ard~
i can jus hugggg them forever!!
oh gosh, yes.
went thomson plaza aft tt fer some studyg wif jiamx n kangx. (cind wnt off fer movieeee ~)
oh im so not in e mood fer studyg lk i said.
aft awhile me n kangx went fer mini shopg, leavg jiamx alone at bk. (jiamie u noe im vvvsorry we wun do it again!! wont wont, never! promise.)
kangx wanted ta study all e wae until e nxt morng so we went ntuc ta buy food..
took a rather long time cos she jus HAVE to buy health food.
wadeva i suggested all got rejected. *sulks*
e only thg she allowed me ta buy was pandan bread!! =/
alrights i kinda admit tt all e food tt i deem edible are mostly unhealthy
but i swear i saw dis jam which i thot was e least fattening ever possible fer jams n when i showed kangx, she went "SMUCKERS' GOOBER GRAPE!??" wif super-high-voltage hysteria.
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
e name sounds very fattening mehx??!!
ive no idea mans ~
anywaes aft thomson plaza closed,
jiamx went hme leavg me n kangx stranded on e streets.
we went ta e mac's near prata store instead n met tavia der!
oooohers~
e overnight study plans din fall thru though cos my parents din allow so i hadta go hme.. *sulks again*
kangx's daddy gave me a lift hme n b4 i alighted, she made me brg hme e 4 eggs tt we got fer free fr ntuc fer buyg so much food.
four eggs hurhur..
i went hme wif 4 little eggs n my mommie gave me the huh-wad-happened look.
*shrugs*
tt was saturdae.
as fer sundae >>
did nutg but watched tv, eat, slept..
slept til 2 in e scorchg aftnoon cos my cramps was tkg a toil on me since e wee hrs in the morng..
other den tt, its abt it.
jiamx >> study hard yeax! nite study tom kaes? yuppers. studyhrd n lets promote tog. i cant live wifout u ya hear me? so study!!
junz dearie >> all e best fer yer prelims..! sheesh so i wun b seeing u in sch anymore?!! mmm.. tt aside, u studyhrd first!
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
