i cant slp
fer some strange reason
thkg of u
thkg of her
thkg of them.
why do i yearn fer yer company
yet dun miss u when ure not ard
why do i care how ya are doing
yet dun reply u when ure callg fer help
why am i unhappy when ure sad
yet unwilling ta hug u longer
why do i wna be dere fer u
yet too resistant ta stay by yer side
im sorry if i failed
failed utterly
too scared\\uncertain
(whateverr)
u dun deserve it
i dun deserve it
do i stay or do i go ~
i dunwna be the one ta wipe yer tears dry..
and wipe mine
one lost dream
lost affections
im filled wif regrets tonight
power of reminiscence ~
a few moments stay imprinted in me
i feel displaced
say it ta me again
to meeeee.
sighs
driftg driftg..
i wonder if ure missg me the same
run and hugg me again
will ya?
+ [[the promise stil holds]] +
Thursday, October 09, 2003 @ 10:42:00 PM
wahhh finally got in here
aft tryg 3 times.
thk my comp's infected wif virus!!
arghs ~
dearie pppppeeeeple
math's alrights todae!
i thk. =/
was reali damn stressed out ytd.
the seriousness of the consequences
got me at last ~
!!! the thought of 3 hours
deciding my fate fer nxt yr
was too much ta tk i wna brk dwn.
reali wanta thk my fellow frens
fer standg by me:
yanx >> we finally got ta sit beside each other
wifout being interrupted by froggie hahas -winks-
promos wudnt hav been hardcore tedious
if i dint hav u wif me.
hpe we all can promote tog kaes.
sighs. studyhrd fer DURAIRAJOO! x)
lala >> so glad we hav been catchg up so much nwadaes
enjoyed all the times tt we spent tog
missed those tms lastyr rather badly.
i noe ul promote..
so dunwori kaes.
love ya darling
-huggggs-
kangx >> thx fer coming all da wae ta tp
ta pass me yer batman cal ~
sighs.
sorry i was too busy drillg my math ta
listen ta u..
sorry sorry ~
life's sucha bitch sumtimes
i hpe ure alrights nw.
eeeeeee nw i feel as though im tokg ta myself!
yup! >> my jiu ming en ren....
am damn damn grateful ta u.
thk i wudnt be able ta pass e paper
if u dint fork out so much tm ta teach us.
recalled so many thgs tt u said
while doing the paper.
ooooohers ~ teacherrrrrrrr -looks at yanx n smirks- x)))))
boi >> yeapers my evadearest sheeEEEee!
nah i wun ferget u.
evthg u did perked me up!
yeas..aft promos we STILL muz attend math lects yeas?
muz!
jason >> thankew sooo much fer offerg ta help!
was freakg out at hme
but realised dere's still u
so i calmed dwn a lil ~
----------------------------------------------------------
alrights
math's OVERRRR.
me yanx lala jiamx chow n criz went town
actg lk promos's OVER as well.
am damn relaxed now
the up coming rajoo's n econs mcqs r lke
non-existent..
uh-oh..lalalalalalalallalalallala ~
Tuesday, October 07, 2003 @ 11:50:00 PM
junz >> tell me yer results soon yeas?
joycelyn said u did v well?
i haven seen u in daes!
ring me or sth?
oh cannot cannot..
msg yeas?!!!
-muax-
okaes.
im outta e cursing mood.
jus gna cry my lungs out
when results come baq.
oh wells.
i probably deserve it anyways.
jus tt i haven feel
the pangs of regret now.
am actually rather amused tonight.
by goon peeps lk wynnnnnnn. -pengs-
n joycelyn?
-*yunx*- (11:02 PM) : PHWOARS! papers are horribllleeee...
yall get baq prelims results lerx??
[joycelyn] (11:04 PM) : haha well, nvm im sure all'll be good..yeh had hell results..eeo
-*yunx*- (11:05 PM) : got baq liaos?!?! aiyos... stupid junz haven tell me hers i better go ask her..so hows yer results????????
[joycelyn] (11:06 PM) : i told you, didnt i? eeo..jun did alot better than me if i didnt rem wrongly..but i cant rem the grades..
[joycelyn] (11:08 PM) : oh gosh, its the 2nd time im telling you my results...im not very proud of it you know..please scroll up..i scored EEO!!!!
-*yunx*- (11:09 PM) : orhh!! THAT's yer results ars. i thot tt was whining...
-*yunx*- (11:09 PM) : sounds like aiiiiiyooooo
[joycelyn] (11:11 PM) : hahhahahahahhahhahhhaahah whinning?you gotta be kidding..i cant even pronounce that properly, let alone pronounce it as whinning
-*yunx*- (11:14 PM) : heys.... eeo sounds like aiyo wads.....
like aiiiii--yooooooooo
[joycelyn] (11:15 PM) : huh? a and e is so different...its more like eeeeeooooo...fine you pronounce for me when i see you...
hmmx did i or did i not juzzz
published her prelims results
hahahas ooopsie ~ =O
*@*^$%#@^%
im quite sure eeo sounds like aeiiii-oooooo or sth.
right right right?
duncare. im right!
uh-oh.
2nites prior my d-dae
im actualli arguing peas thru
dis kinda thg,
and bloggin...
and daedreaming...
and not studying...
hurhur i deserve ta be SHOT!
@ 8:15:00 PM
sighs..im freakg gog ta fail my promos@!!!!!!
spottedd everythg WRONGLY
how sad mans
now i need ta score full marks
fer rajoo
n fer econs mcq
wows how possible.
tmd!
maths on thurs.
my all time favourite wah kaox.
need tonnes n tonnes of luck
cos i need ta score 38.5
ta get a big fat O overall ~
oh dear.
i din even exceed 30 before?!?!
now, someone pray fer me
shikes!............
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (:
