went out with mel today.
she made my day, in every single way.
really something i needed. really really needed.
msging from johore as soon as she has the reception,
i am touched. mel! my goodie fren.
treats at lips.
we talked talked talked talked..
..of past, gossips,
mel concluded that we have grown up after so many years.
four years. sec three till now.
..of dreams, and future plans.
everything was in a different light.
she doesn press. i dont even have to tell.
nothing sounded terrible as it is.
nothing seems so heavy anymore.
i wonder what the future beholds.
working is dreadful. il have ta be alone.
not looking forward ta june july august too.
i wish mel wouldn't have to go.
but sometimes, life's like that and we live with it.
watched elf at cine.
and we were stucked there fer the rest of the day by the stupid rain.
i hate rainy days.
ate ice cream at buttercup,
outside--its raining.
with the future in blisk, gloom and uncertainty,
she added promises ta it. promiseS. literally and not.
so much so i have something ta look forward to at least.
tiny things but damn sweet.
* there's a full moon tonight
it's darn cold. cold cold cold cold and cold.
despite all the cold ive been feelg,
i had all the warmth fer one day. today. one day it is.
my friend ferever,
if i had to give you up in exchange fer a china trip,
I WOULDN'T.
mel >> that's how much you mean to me.
truth forever
on the scaffold,
wrong forever
on the throne.
yet the scaffold
sways the future,
and behind
the dim unknown,
standeth God
within the shadow,
keeping watch,
above His own.
| verse of the day
| beautiful, i just want you to know, you are my favourite girls
not what my hands have done
can save my guilty soul
not what my toiling flesh has borne
can make my spirit whole
not what i feel or do
can give me peace with God
not all my prayers & sighs & tears
can bear my awful load
Your work alone, O Christ
can ease this weight of sin
Your blood alone, O Lamb of God
can give me peace within
Your love to me, O God
not mine, O Lord, to thee
can rid me of this dark unrest
& set my spirit free
Your grace alone, O God
to me can pardon speak
Your power alone, O Son of God
can this sore bondage break
no other work, save thine
no other blood will do
no strength, save that which is divine
can bear me safely through
i bless the Christ of God
i rest on love divine & with unfaltering lip & heart
i call this Saviour mine
His cross dispels each doubt
i bury in His tomb
each thought of unbelief & fear
each lingering shade of gloom
i praise the God of grace
i trust His truth & might
He calls me His, i call Him mine
my God, my joy, me light
'tis He who saveth me
& freely pardon gives
i love because He loveth me
i live because He lives (: